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Nov. 4th, 2009

staryy

goodbye livejournal

goodbye Livejournal

;__;

I'm not really a blogger myself haha ^_^;;
I know I suck. OTL hate me....

this is my 23489729 LJ I threw away lol

I'll be.. umm floating elsewhere now ^__^
thanks to those who reads,
though you guys are always so silent haha xD
<3

love you all,

goodbye ^_^

Nov. 1st, 2009

staryy

My new hair cut ^^

Got myself a new hair cut...
Its so ugly.. ugliest shit on earth.

I told her to just cut my hair shorter to neck length
and layer it with the same style I have before...
but nooo... she gave me a lame straight cut!!!
making it almost bob cut style!! I was pissed...

She tried to fix it....

told her its okay.  But if she wants to fix it...
at least make it SUPER short Like MEN LENGTH! no question...

but she's all like.. but its be too short...

FUCK I dun give a shit if its short!
If its a good looking style cut I'll deal with it and let it grow out rather,
than have a shitty cut that would at least identify my gender as a woman!

mom says its pretty and suits me.

Well yeah. even if its the truth..
imo, its ugly, and in no way HELL does the damn
hair cut suits my personality...

My Manly hormones tells me so, and its girly,
and its puts me into rage.


I'm not saying I'mma Tomboy,
cause I am not... I appreciate girly stuff too..

I just can't stand girl fashions.. doing it all the time disgusts me...

I like plain and simple.. and I just prefere men style more. DAMN!

Oct. 31st, 2009

staryy

Happy Halloween

I wish all my good friends out there a Happy Halloween orz!

Oct. 29th, 2009

staryy

Singing Career part 3

I almost hit the the D3 note now ^^ 
(C scale of course)
Must reach that B2 note argh...

on the side note...
I think I spent too much time trying to sing low part..
I need to practice my higher voice since
I'm originally a Mezzo-Soprano OTL.....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exrCdTL5IZU

I updated a song ^^
Nabari no Ou Opening 1

The song is called "Crawl"

I mainly submit in my Imeem account but
I think I should start submitting on Youtube also.

Oct. 17th, 2009

staryy

...

mom & dad have gone senile imo
>_<
so annoying.. they argue a lot now and days...
they're not that old... mom is 42 and dad is 50 something..
*facepalm* I really can't stand them when they argue...
*needs to do something about it quick*

btw.. my computer died =_=;;
Now I have no computer.. and am force to leech off of others..
not that I'm not doing that already...xp

I'm into this series called Casshern SINS .. weird...
I thought Casshern was X from rockman x 
xD;; at least this helmet resembles X  T_T;;

I'm trying to buy a new sweater... its snowing... I hate the snow...

traveling... I want to fly to Japan again...

Oct. 16th, 2009

staryy

Happy Birthday & plus

Happy birthday to Donghae Lee, He's 23 this year ^^


I had a weird dream... a Snake went after a friend of mine and tried to eat her O_O

I woke up and wanted to check if she's okay today *failed*
but she lives soo far from me... 45 minute drive?

Can't call her... I lost contact with her OTL...

aside from that... I'm feeling sick... (Like throwing up)
Maybe its the after effect of the weird sleep hours.

 

Oct. 11th, 2009

staryy

Singing Career part 2

Practicing for a while

Finally decide to do some recording. ^^;
It isn't as good as I wanted it to be..
but oh well... I need to get pass those high bridges
and be able to sing lower orz.

http://www.imeem.com/people/pXRCzGn/music/zJg5u-Lb/mori-tsubasa-aoi-yume-cover/

http://www.imeem.com/people/pXRCzGn/music/7-KMLqUN/dadfgdgfg-gibberish/

 


Oct. 10th, 2009

staryy

Weather San

It snowed... today...
(goes turn on the heater)

On the side note..
Happy Birthday to those people born on Oct 10!

Naruto, Miharu, Xanxus, and more people ^^

Oct. 5th, 2009

staryy

It hurts

I cut my thumb...
now I can't draw... oh the pain..
I hope it heals soon....

on the side note.. I want to practice more singing...
these pass few days I didn't have much time practicing..

Oct. 1st, 2009

staryy

Singing Career part 1

I am practicing singing... I think for almost 2-3 hours now ^^;;
I think I started at 1:40am something and now its almost 4 am ... 3:54am...

I can tell my voice is getting better...
if I keep this up! at this rate! I will be able to sing!

Finally singing the songs I want! ^^;;

dao hwaiting!! GANBATTE!! <33
I will from now on update this journal about my singing practices
although I am only practicing singing on my own...

I can do it... Dao must be at her best...
then.. finally.. when that day comes...
I will be able to sing in front of my family properly...

Sep. 30th, 2009

staryy

Sushi

Dear Journal,

Its 20:06 (8pm)..
I have to hurry home and buy sushi for dinner tonight...
My yougner sister is waiting for me... err I think..
I'll assume she is OTL

I'm not good at this errand stuff OTL!
staryy

Dear Diary


Dear Diary,

My stomach hurts...  I hope advil works...
Medicine never really works on me... I took 6 advil in a row and nothing happened (.__.)
maybe I've become more immune to medicine...

What shall I do in the future
when all of a sudden pain killers no longer works?
OTL
staryy

KOGEINUDESU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKJDWuwy8Q0

he's an awesome singer! <3
He can sing female or male!

Sep. 28th, 2009

staryy

Weather

Dear Journal

The weather is not making me happy.
the wind is too strong.. too windy!
the sound of the wind really annoys me..
bothersome much...
the sky is soo dull. OTL!
staryy

Forbidden; Magnet


kabosoi higa kokoro no hashini tomoru
itsuno manika moehirogaru netsujou
watashino chou fukisokuni tobimawari
anatano teni rinpun wo tsuketa

karamiau yubi hodoite kuchibiru kara shitaeto
yurusarenai kotonaraba naosara moeagaruno

dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado naindato omowasete
Kiss wo shite nurikaete hoshii
miwakuno tokini yoishire oborete itaino

sokubaku shite motto hitsuyouto shite
itoshiinara shuuchakuwo misetsukete
"okashii" noga tamaranaku sukini naru
ikeru tokomade ikeba iiyo

mayoikonda kokoro nara kantanni tokete yuku
yasashisa nante kanjiru himanado nai kuraini

kurikaeshitano wa ano yume janakute
magiremo nai genjitsuno watashitachi
furetekara modorenaito shiru sorede iino...
dareyorimo taisetsuna anata

yoakega kuruto fuande naite shimau watashini
"daijoubu" to sasayaita anatamo naite itano?

dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado naindato omowasete
Kiss wo shite nurikaete hoshii
miwakuno tokini yoishire oboretai

hikiyosete Magnet no youni
tatoe itsuka hanaretemo meguriau
fureteite modorenakute ii
sorede iino dareyorimo taisetsuna anata


~~~ENGLISH LYRICS~~~

A slender flame burns at the edge of my heart
Without warning, it spreads into a burning passion
My butterfly, flitting around it chaotically
Scales dropping into your hand

I am wrapped around your finger from the lips to the tongue
Even if this is something that cannot be allowed the flames jump higher still

I want to embrace you, I want you to tell me
That you don't think this is a mistake
I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me
I want to drown in this moment of captivation

Every moment, it's harder to restrain myself
If this is love, I want to wear it on my sleeve
The "strange feeling" turns into an unbearable longing
I would follow you to the end of forever

If my heart goes astray I will be easily relieved
I feel the tenderness

That dream has never come again
There is no chance in our reality
If we touch, I know we can never go back and that's just fine...
You are everything in the world to me

Anxiety arrives with the dawn to find me still crying
When you whispered "it's all right" did I hear tears in your voice, too?

I want to embrace you, I want you to tell me
That you don't think this is a mistake
I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me
I want to drown in this moment of captivation

I am drawn to you like a magnet
Even if I left, we would find each other again
I've touched you, I can never go back and that's just fine.
You are everything in the world to me

The song is about forbidden love
BL, YURI, INCEST WTV FTW!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ksPH3Igp44c
watch it like NOW 8D!

staryy

the windis too noisy

Dear Journal..

I have never felt that sound of wind to be soo annoying ="=

its the windiest wind and I've ever seen.. ="=

Sep. 21st, 2009

staryy

Writer's Block: Improving the Way We Eat

How could the way we eat improve in the future?

..Diet healthier & excercise?
so we dun have to waste soo much material sewing 2XX size, and
waste money of diet pills, or money going to surgery and people
will consume lesser food, so we dun waste  food, and everyone is somehow more beautiful???

Ummm.. especially ladies... what you consume when your pregnant impacts your baby so.. yeah
watch what you eat/drink! stop making more babies immature than they already are.. and the death rates
and ummm..

Guys... can be healthier and wont have to be potato couches 8D
umm... everyone will be smarter?!

its true.  depend on what food you eat you gain um.. certain type of smartness 8D!
and your skin will be healthier if you eat right.. (you know pimples & breakouts, and your oily or dried hair or bad nails...)

oh yeah about the wasting food..
seriously... people waste more food than consuming it..
Can goods? For real.. just look at thsoe food waste on the selves?! WTF... and those minute meals...for reals..
stop making them when no one buys them... thats why "SALE" tags are on them.. because NO ONE buys them and PLUS they need to switch newer ones on the shelves...

and yeah... fast food are good too, but really.. they're there for a purpose.. not for just eating because you're too lazy to cook yourself a meal.  get yourself some real skills and cook.

um there are more things i can list... but I'm lazy.. >_>;;

Sep. 19th, 2009

staryy

Just be friends lyric/translation

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
"No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks


All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it'd never bloom again
It's tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can't change my mind
I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

It's all over

______________________________________________________________________

Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends…

Ukandan da Kinou no asa hayaku ni
Wareta GURASU Kaki atsumeru youna
Kore wa ittai nandarou Kitta yubi karashitataru shizuku
Bokura wa konna koto Shitakatta no kana

Wakatteta yo Kokoro no okusoko de wa
Motto mo tsurai Sentaku ga BESUTO
Sore wo kobamujiko ai to Kekkajika douchaku no kurikaeshi
Boku wa itsu ni nareba Ieru no kana

Yuruyaka ni kuchite yuku Kono sekai de
Agaku boku no yui itsu no katsuro Iro aseta kimi no
Hohoemi kizande Sen wo nuita

Koe wo karashite sakenda Hankyou zankyou
Munashiku hibiku Hazusareta kusari no
Sono saki wa nani hitotsu
Nokotteyashinai kedo Futari wo kasaneteta guuzen

Anten tansen Hakanaku chiji ni
Shosen konna mono sa Tsubuyaita
Kareta hoho ni tsutau Dare ka no namida

All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends…

Kizuitanda Kinou no naidan yoru ni
Ochita kaben Hiroi ageta toshite
Mata saki modoru koto wa nai Sou te no hira no ue no chisai sana shi
Bokura no jikan wa Tomatta mama

Omoi dasu yo Hajimete atta kisetsu wo
Kimi no yasashiku Hohoemu kao wo
Ima wo kako ni oshiyatte Futari kizutsuku Kagiri kizutsuita
Bokura no kokoro wa Toge darake da

Omokuru shiku tsuzuku Kono kankei de
Kanashii hodo Kawaranai kokoro
Aishiteru no ni Hanare gatai no ni
Boku ga iwanakya

Kokoro ni doshaburi no ame ga Bouzen shouzen
Shikai mo kemuru Kakugo shiteta hazu no
Sono itami Soredemo tsurakareru kono karada
Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna Hokorobi hodoke

Nichijou ni kieteku Sayonara aishita hito
Kokomade da Mou furimukanaide
Aruki dasunda

Ichido dake, Ichido dake
Negai ga kanau no naraba Nando demo
Umare kawatte Ano hi no kimi ni
Ai ni iku yo

Koe wo karashite sakenda Hankyou zankyou
Munashiku hibiku Hazusareta kusuri no
Sono saki wa nani hitotsu
Nokotteyashinai kedo Futari wo tsunaideta kizuna

Hokorobi hodoke Nichijou ni kieteku
Sayonara aishita hito Kokomade da
Mou furimukanaide Aruki dasunda
Kore de oshimai sa

Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends…

_______________________________________________________________________________

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends Just be friends...

浮かんだんだ 昨日の朝 早くに
割れたグラス かき集めるような
これは一体なんだろう 切った指からしたたる滴
僕らはこんなことしたかったのかな

分かってたよ 心の奥底では
最も辛い 選択がベスト
それを拒む自己愛と 結果自家撞着の繰り返し
僕はいつになれば言えるのかな

緩やかに朽ちてゆくこの世界で
足掻く僕の唯一の活路

色褪せた君の 微笑み刻んで 栓を抜いた

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど

ふたりを重ねてた偶然 暗転 断線 儚く千々に 
所詮こんなものさ 呟いた 枯れた頬に伝う誰かの涙

All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends

気づいたんだ 昨日の 凪いだ夜に
落ちた花弁 拾い上げたとして
また咲き戻ることはない そう手の平の上の小さな死
僕らの時間は止まったまま

思い出すよ 初めて会った季節を
君の優しく微笑む顔を
今を過去に押しやって 二人傷つく限り傷ついた
僕らの心は棘だらけだ

重苦しく続くこの関係で
悲しい程 変わらない心

愛してるのに 離れがたいのに 僕が言わなきゃ

心に土砂降りの雨が 呆然 竦然 視界も煙る
覚悟してた筈の その痛み それでも貫かれるこの体

ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

一度だけ 一度だけ 願いが叶うのならば
何度でも生まれ変わって あの日の君に逢いに行くよ 

声を枯らして叫んだ 反響 残響 空しく響く
外された鎖の その先は なにひとつ残ってやしないけど

ふたりを繋いでた絆 綻び 解け 日常に消えてく
さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

これでおしまいさ


Sep. 16th, 2009

staryy

dresses of doom 2



I got a small pic of me wearing the golden one....
that is my little sister... we are 13 years apart.

I will post the sky blue one really soon www ^^

 

Sep. 15th, 2009

staryy

dresses of doom

I found some really old style dresses.. (its all like super old... from the 80s and 90s xD;; torn too >3>)
a pastel blue and golden one. xD
Imma modify and make them into yuusei's star dust dragon dress 8D!

I dun have to worry about making one from scrap now xD;
maybe I will post pics of it.. >_>;;

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