mengxun

LOL hello there random journal.
DO I know you? I think so haha.

Oh. yes...  Today, (right now) I picked up a very interesting book on the topic "Procrastination"
Very ideal for me, because lol, I am listed under that category lol.  Sadly yes xD;

I was flipping through pages and reading through some thoughts on why you procrastinate.
Sadly, I guess some of it is true.

It just made me remember something when I was little.
Probably, I was about... 6? 7? haha I dun remember the year exactly.

My parents took me to the New Year's Fair, and *ahem*
LOL I got lost.  Kind of sad.  T^T I was so clueless...
the only thing was in my head at the time was..

"How can I lose sight of mommy & daddy"

yeah... I wondered countlessly for a few hours...
I remember this lady wearing my mom's winter leather coat,
So I ran up to her to see, hoping it WAS my mom. 
But no, she wasn't my mom.  KRRrrorz!

You dun know how disappointed I was... haha.   Yeah, after
My parents notice I went missing, they went on the speaker and and ask the announcer
to call the people, to look for me.  It was then I heard it and ran to see if my parents were there, and
YES! they were, lol I was happy.  Though I can't tell the expression on my mother's face whether she
was mad or sad or angry or whatever, lol cause it's too long ago.  I'm pertty sure she was worried to death.

AHh what tragic...  I guess it relates to part as why I procrastinate >.<;
Constant bad things in life and play out to why your procrastinate! And getting lost was one of them! 
Who'd knew!! there are other factors in my childhood too but... I dun remember much about my childhood to be exact haha xD; HMMm.. thinking about it now... hmm.. that event was pretty emo..
I guess my life was filled more with random adventures rather than norm....

there was this other time where I got lost in this national park.
Yosimite Park.  Yes, it was during.. I dun remember... what year, I know I was really small
though.. it was soo vague.. ahha looking from the photo. I was probably about 4.  Well, that's another story though.

ttul T_T;;;